Recovering
March 14, 2009
Missed work Thursday at work. Worked yesterday – because it was my short day. Today I have slept late, eaten food, drank lots of water, and just rested and relaxed. I feel a lot better now. Hubby is just kicking back and relaxing as well, minus the sex of course. I will have to make up for this lack in the next up-coming week. Right now he does not want to get sick because he is having a small operation to have one of his parathyroids removed to keep him from retaining so much calcium and feeling so very bad.
Being
March 12, 2009
I am feeling stronger than I have felt in a number of years. The job I have is not challenging and exciting, but it is a job and for that I am greatly thankful. Slowly I am going to begin saving money.
Today I am having to stay home because I have the flu and feel like crap. I am also quite sure my body is run down from two weeks of not having one moment of extended rest. I will go to work tomorrow and try my best from here on out to not miss any more work. In this day and age I can’t afford to lose my job, but there is only so much I can do and keep this old body going.
OK, my body isn’t exactly old. It just feels like it at times.
SS is starting to get on my nerves and under my skin. Hubby says I am upset with him because I see things in SS that I see in myself and that I don’t like or approve of in myself. Hubby always has an excuse for what he does and how he hurts people. Hubby can bend logic to suit his purposes, and he never wants to admit, even in the slightest amount, that he could even possibly be wrong about something. Anything.
Yes, I know it has been a very long time since I have written here. It hasn’t been because I haven’t wanted to, but because organizing my private time is much more difficult with the demands of a husband who acts more like a child than a man at times.
SS is so apathetic it is frightening.
